List.

10. Someone else's perfume on his sheets

9. The weight of a rumour on my chest

8. Losing my sister to my addiction

7. Watching as her heart was broken

6. Kissing the lips of revenge

5. His love in the heart of another

4. The scars on the tips of my fingers

3. My mothers tears

2. Watching him spill his own blood

1. Feeling him spill mine