Caged.

The silence is violating.

Large discs of amber watch as the mountains between divide,
leaving nothing separating us,
but miles.

A landscaped history has escaped the page and now,
there are no fences to hold it in.
Lips have unwillingly parted, heavy with nostalgia,
but only salt spills out.

I slip.
Falling through heightened senses and having nothing tangible to reach for,
flesh and dirt collide.
The earth vibrates with empathy,
caressing bruises that are flourishing.

I bury my fingers in the verdant bed beneath,
pulling myself into it.
Blood begins to pool in the grass,
as my ears violently weep over words that were never birthed.

A Thousand Letters(A Thousand Apologies)

Here I am with a pen in my hand.

I feel like I am playing games with you.

I don't like liars.

If you knew how much I miss you, you would never have left and I know that for a fact.

Without hope I can tell you I will never do that again.

Hell, I just want to hold you.

I don't tell you because I don't want to lose you, I never had anything to lose before.

You're so beautiful.

I don't want anything from you, I already took all that I could.

Where do you live?

You're a good person, my favourite person.

Oh heck I just want to tell you I love you all the time.

I'm sorry.

You got dealt some cards, and I did nothing about it, and thats probably about as low as you can get.

Please be waiting for me when I get home.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know what's worse.

I have always loved you.

I know you can't ever trust me again.

Every good memory I have is of you, you're always in it.

I want to come home to you.

I made mistakes, I know, but I never will again.

(All your letters were the same)

Mary Dreams Mary Adores

Mary allows the soles of her feet to caress the souls in the sky.
She sees stars in the water, mountains, sand and smiles.

Kiss the salt,
drown in ecstasy,
embrace the fall,
slip into fantasy.

Extricate life from inanimate objects,
spindly fingers trace irregular verbs.

Change the world in one breath does Mary,
marries the moment with touch does Mary.

The Queen of Hearts dusts the sand from her toes
while Mary serves tea in delicate cups.

Wandering through dancing mazes,
Mary takes the utmost care not to offend a single leaf.

Kiss the salt,
drown in ecstasy,
embrace the fall,
slip into fantasy.

This colourful life is hers alone,
She welcomes visitors with open arms.

Valiance.

To still lose my altitude over the smell of your cologne is abhorrent. To still compare the complimentary words from the mouths of others, to the ones you once whispered in my ear is reprehensible. To still hold your old photographs at night and dream of your face is heinous. To entertain thoughts of feeling your skin passing heat to mine is wretched. To still allow my eyes to search for yours in faceless crowds is atrocious. To long for your voice to explore my name, after all these lifetimes, is damnable. 

I miss my heart, that once beat independently in my chest. I want it back.

Hallelujah(Unclean)

She stands in the hall with her petticoats shred,
torn in purgatory.

She watches as their rotten mouths and grubby hands
lunge at whispered prophecy.

The father,
The bastard son,
The holocaustal spirit.

Covered in weeping wounds,
she is caressed and fingered by razored faith.

She is flayed for theatre;
christian boys perform ungodly acts on her discarded torso.

This is her tormented body,
This is her unholy blood,
Pronounce her sins; she never was/will be worthy.

Through your son, Christ Jesus' name,
Amen.

Lover.

I heard your name tonight.

I stood in your footprints. My mutilated heart began to beat again. 

My body, textured by weighted organs, palpitates with verve. The decadent blood richly pulsing through my veins, hums with consummation.

Until I heard your name.

I was resurrected. I was desecrated. 

I yearn to be abused again, I need you to defile my soul once more, I crave the slaughter of perspicacity I suffered at your hands. I thirst for dependency on you. 

I would shred my meaty materials and rape the woman I am, to feel the synthetic being you allowed me to be. I want nothing but to become sun bleached bones beneath your tips. I will accept utter annihilation, succumb to fleshly obliteration, if it would bring upon me the impotent wilderness of your world.

My lover, my disgusting eternity.

Nightmare

Frozen/neon drinks
Hair extensions
$500 singlets
Pre-packaged sex

The Unaware.

She had allowed herself to be ravaged by sleep while laying in the grass. The dew had begun to soak through her flimsy summer dress. She shivered now, squinting her eyes in an attempt to see through the heavy mist. There was a guiltiness to the pleasure she took is being submerged in this fragile moment, a moment that felt so surreal and dreamlike.

She trod softly, as though any sudden movements or loud noises would break this spell.

As she reached the road the mist had thinned and the dampness of her clothing had completely sapped her body heat. She rubbed at her elbows.

The walk was relatively short, across manicured front lawns and through the golf course where she had stolen her first kiss. She wondered if her mother would awaken and question her whereabouts/how she got home/if she was hungry. She attempted to prepare herself. 

She paused at the front door, checking all her bruises were covered.

An hour or two later, wrapped up in bed in her ridiculously large duvet and reveling in the feeling of the ocean breeze on her face, she heard her mothers car drive away.

The guilt was palpable.

She only found comfort within her mothers walls, but never the comfortability she needed to tell.

Thickshake

Claire's Thickshake Lyrics

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.

I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Vs 1)
I am aware that you have carnal wishes toward me,
particularly in relation to the aforementioned sexual antics,
Male's behave irrationally,
They appear to lose much of their sense of logic, over the style in which I present my sexuality,
If I keep the boys waiting any longer I may incite date rape....

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Vs 2)
I am aware that you have picked up on my sexuality,
You have also made your desire known for me to share my,
Sexual techniques that seem to render males irrational,
However they are unable to be transferred in typical monetary transaction,
I beg of you to remain free from incarceration,
If you hold a certain level of intelligence you will simply observe,

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Bridge)
Immediately after displaying your sexual antics,
The population will be most aware of you,
It is imperative that you retain a level of charm,
Similarly you must put forth a persona of innocence,
Once you have found an equilibrium between 'whore' and 'virgin',
Exaggerate this to a large degree,

(Spoken)
His eyes will narrow like that of a predator,
And he will now pursue you viciously and will not take no for an answer,

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)



Kelis Milkshake lyrics

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs1:
I know you want it...
The thing that makes me,
What the guys go crazy for,
They lose their minds, The way I wind,
I think it's time...

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs2:
I can see you're on it...
You want me to teach thee,
Technics that freaks these boys,
It can't be bought,
Just don't please get caught,
Watch if you're smart,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Bridge:
Oh, Once you get involved,
Everyone will look this way so,
You must maintain your charm,
Sametime maintain your halo,
Just get the perfect lense,
Then switch it up and then,

Spoken:
Then next his eyes are squint,
Then he's picked up your scent,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)