What I wish I said.

I should have told you this from the start.
It won't be worth it, and you won't be worth more.
You'll lose time and freedom, reality and innocence, sleep, confidence, life.
You're dooming yourself to a life of knowing too much, seeing too little and hiding all the time.
You'll walk shorter, forever, from now on.
Your bones will ache, your face will age and your hands will betray you.
Talent, intelligence and morality will fall by the wayside.
You'll become someone you hate.

You'll hurt for years.



You can't undo this.