Lover.

I heard your name tonight.

I stood in your footprints. My mutilated heart began to beat again. 

My body, textured by weighted organs, palpitates with verve. The decadent blood richly pulsing through my veins, hums with consummation.

Until I heard your name.

I was resurrected. I was desecrated. 

I yearn to be abused again, I need you to defile my soul once more, I crave the slaughter of perspicacity I suffered at your hands. I thirst for dependency on you. 

I would shred my meaty materials and rape the woman I am, to feel the synthetic being you allowed me to be. I want nothing but to become sun bleached bones beneath your tips. I will accept utter annihilation, succumb to fleshly obliteration, if it would bring upon me the impotent wilderness of your world.

My lover, my disgusting eternity.

Nightmare

Frozen/neon drinks
Hair extensions
$500 singlets
Pre-packaged sex

The Unaware.

She had allowed herself to be ravaged by sleep while laying in the grass. The dew had begun to soak through her flimsy summer dress. She shivered now, squinting her eyes in an attempt to see through the heavy mist. There was a guiltiness to the pleasure she took is being submerged in this fragile moment, a moment that felt so surreal and dreamlike.

She trod softly, as though any sudden movements or loud noises would break this spell.

As she reached the road the mist had thinned and the dampness of her clothing had completely sapped her body heat. She rubbed at her elbows.

The walk was relatively short, across manicured front lawns and through the golf course where she had stolen her first kiss. She wondered if her mother would awaken and question her whereabouts/how she got home/if she was hungry. She attempted to prepare herself. 

She paused at the front door, checking all her bruises were covered.

An hour or two later, wrapped up in bed in her ridiculously large duvet and reveling in the feeling of the ocean breeze on her face, she heard her mothers car drive away.

The guilt was palpable.

She only found comfort within her mothers walls, but never the comfortability she needed to tell.

Thickshake

Claire's Thickshake Lyrics

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.

I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Vs 1)
I am aware that you have carnal wishes toward me,
particularly in relation to the aforementioned sexual antics,
Male's behave irrationally,
They appear to lose much of their sense of logic, over the style in which I present my sexuality,
If I keep the boys waiting any longer I may incite date rape....

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Vs 2)
I am aware that you have picked up on my sexuality,
You have also made your desire known for me to share my,
Sexual techniques that seem to render males irrational,
However they are unable to be transferred in typical monetary transaction,
I beg of you to remain free from incarceration,
If you hold a certain level of intelligence you will simply observe,

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)

(Bridge)
Immediately after displaying your sexual antics,
The population will be most aware of you,
It is imperative that you retain a level of charm,
Similarly you must put forth a persona of innocence,
Once you have found an equilibrium between 'whore' and 'virgin',
Exaggerate this to a large degree,

(Spoken)
His eyes will narrow like that of a predator,
And he will now pursue you viciously and will not take no for an answer,

(Vamp)
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient
(La-la-la-la-la)
Raise the temperature
(La-la-la-la-la)
The males are becoming impatient.

(Chorus)
My sexual antics attract all the males,
I get numerous compliments pertaining to its superiority,
And I must agree each time, that indeed it is superior.
I am able to impart some of my knowledge in this area, but I must obtain a fee. (x2)



Kelis Milkshake lyrics

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs1:
I know you want it...
The thing that makes me,
What the guys go crazy for,
They lose their minds, The way I wind,
I think it's time...

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Vrs2:
I can see you're on it...
You want me to teach thee,
Technics that freaks these boys,
It can't be bought,
Just don't please get caught,
Watch if you're smart,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Bridge:
Oh, Once you get involved,
Everyone will look this way so,
You must maintain your charm,
Sametime maintain your halo,
Just get the perfect lense,
Then switch it up and then,

Spoken:
Then next his eyes are squint,
Then he's picked up your scent,

Vamp:
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,
(La-La-La-La-la)
Warm it up,
(La-La-La-La-la)
The boys are waiting,

Chorus:
My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And their like "It's better than yours"
Damn right, It's better than yours,
I can teach you, but I have to charge (2x)

Survival.

The room was saturated with the smell of gluttony.

The night was filled with hunger instantly. The eyes on her were no longer human, they were beast; examining her flesh, imaging her as a thick cut piece of meat laid out before them. Not once did she flinch.

She was hunted and caught, and it was as she knew it would be; quickly and clumsily.

She was groomed for this and knew the smell she would leave tangled in these anonymous sheets, this wilderness.  She still wondered if the scent of her fuelled them to hunt again.

She moved in familiar rhythm with someone unfamiliar; it pounced without grace and she folded with plastic flattery.

She bucked,
arched,
rolled,
writhed.
She screamed in agony.

Satisfied, he rolled onto his back, stroking his distended belly.
He glanced at her defiled carcass and tossed it some scraps.

The first chance she had, she slunk away into the cover of night.
She had managed to guarantee her existence for another day.

You do what you have to, to survive in the wild.

nowordsrequired.

Get over yourself.

I opened my eyes.
Submerged in a bathtub of a sleazy hotel in London.
I looked for god in the water.

The cracks in the ceiling grew deeper with every question.
I would play checkers with myself.
I spilled coffee on my sheets, and watched in fascination as the stain told me my future.

I slept in nothing but skin.
I used a found notepad to scribble down thoughts,
which were cliched and drenched in imagery.